N E W A G E

Conviction kills: How many days have I told myself the same thing, repeating the main actions based on false passions & misguided reactions only to set myself up for future failure. I find that it’s time I step up to the plate if I choose to play the game; often I find myself taking the blame but who am I to entertain this badge of shame, now who’s to blame? Who still remains, what’s left to claim & who shall reign? I will never know until I find myself; what is it that I desire? Why do I waste away the days planning & preparing my gradual decay? I see the light shining before me but somehow the shadows always swarm in to destroy me. If only I were true to my intentions, I would rise above. I will rise, just take a glance to the skies, as daylight dies clouds arise, how many times have storms claimed precious lives? A lie from my elusive eyes I will never show, but I do know how to wear the eyes of ignorance & I will always be a ghost to those oblivious of the betrayal & illusions before them; I’m free to pass go, to collect my two hundred dollars & let the next person choke, so enjoy the show. Roll the dice & see how it goes, my life has become a Monopoly game & the banker controls every move I make. How much pain am I willing to take? How much pain am I willing to inflict? Well, depending upon the outcome maybe I’ll sell myself & my soul, if I have to, just to commit. But what are my odds that I will see profit? I’m as likely to sell ice to an Eskimo or water to a fish as I am to entertain this addiction & unfortunately I’ll do anything but quit. Why stop now, what’s the Risk? I would now like to invite you to join me on this journey, discovering the human soul is but one path among the cosmos. The number one is the simplest, most basic & archaic foundation of which we, as mankind, have established within ourselves. We knew things before we even knew what it is to be conscious. There are equal parts of us that change states, but as a whole, the human genome is the perfect self-replicating virus, and we are all supporting the cause. I say we are a virus because for so long we have leeched out, acting upon our transgressions, a plague with no end. And how selfishly we bring a new life into this world & how easily we are to discard fallen brethren. At a time when the greatest most profound megalithic structures of architectural antiquity hold grandeur over modern monuments, we now look into our past & relish what we once were before we stripped ourselves of pride, dignity, nobility & respect. In retrospect some would say we evolved; but I digress, we have only begun to shed away the lifeless cells of our blackened flesh we call skin, and in the process of change we found new land. We anchored ourselves ashore only to learn that betrayal is a necessity in furthering the agenda; a cause for which the disease of deceit has now progressed & infiltrated the mainstream media, continuously emitting the alluring illusions resulting in our current state. This, this is the age of decay…